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Wednesday, 21 May 2008

心鬼

The ghost within...


As the outing was planned last minute on 17th April, only 3 guys turned up - Jack, Brandon and me... Met up at 11.45pm, 19th April and set off for our first destination: MacRitchie Reservoir Water Tomb...

Quoted from SPI Website:

Tomb Mystery and Shui Gui
(Source: an informant who is said to be related to the family descendents of the deceased of the tomb)

Many years ago, there wasn't any reservoir at where it is now called McRitchie reservoir. It was a very scenic hill. And who can guess the eerie tomb where most people shun away nowadays was once a romantic alcove? It was a protruding lookout point in the middle of a hiking track along the slope of a hill. From there the view was spectacular as it over looked a lush hilly landscape like a flowery meadow over the valley. Birds and wild monkeys over the hills sang in orchestra and the nature sounds filled the air.

The above mentioned romantic alcove was a meeting place for Fann and Lok (both are not real names). The alcove witnessed the most drastic emotions of mankind, put up by this couple, through life and death, joy, romance, betrayal, grief and tragedy.

The story happened near the end of 18th century. Fann was a sole daughter of a rich and famous family who run an import trading business with the British. Fann grew up in Britain and always loved nature. Her grew-up environment shaped her to be a bold and open-minded person. That was somewhat opposite to her father that was very traditional and rigorous - a typical Chinese business man who calculates gain and loss more than anything else. Since Fann was young, her family had arranged a marriage for her, that was common in the old days, with a son of a tycoon called Tai. Obviously building a marriage with a tycoon's son would benefit lifting Fann's family business to a new height.

However, Fann never wanted to submit to her fate. Being a girl of 20 years ago, she was autonomous enough to manage her own life. She left home from time to time and she would like to hang out at the scenic walks in McRitchie reservoir (that wasn't a reservoir in those days). That was a perfect place for some quiet moments, away from troubles. It became Fann's favourite sanctuary whenever she felt depressed.

Fann met her Mr. right at the reservoir one day. That was Lok. We didn't know much about Lok, not even our informant. We were told that Lok was a charismatic communist, a leader of some political group before the war who regularly organized gatherings near McRitchie reservoir area. It is their destiny that they bumped, they clicked and fell in love though they came from quite a different background.

Their dating at McRitchie reservoir lasted for some period of time. This couple always met there, fell in love and they vow to get married there with the witness of heaven and earth (the sky and the valley in McRitchie reservoir). They courted each other more and more often, until one day Fann's family got wind about this. As expected, Fann's father was very angry about this affair because her daughter was disobeying him, let alone the fact that Lok was a communist clan leader that was a natural enemy to a Pro-British business man. Fann's father and Tai's father plotted to do something patching up the situation. The arranged marriage had to proceed in only few months time anyway. They wouldn't allow Lok to interrupt about it.

On one fateful evening, as usual, Fann was expecting to meet Lok at their favorite spot in McRitchie reservoir. Instead of Lok, his fellow came and delivered her a letter. Nobody knows what was the content of the letter and who had actually written it. However, on the next morning, Fann's body was found dead at the bottom of the valley, just right under the lookout point where Fann always hanged out. Again, nobody knows whether she jumped down, pushed down or fell down by accident.

After Fann's death, the wedding arranged between the two families of course had to be cancelled. Hence, Fann's family business, without the help of tycoon Tai, plunged down very soon and eventually got bankrupt.

But still, the tycoon's son, Tai loves Fann very much. That was what the public could have seen about. He spent a lot of money and took Fann to be buried at the lookout point with a splendid tomb. The grand tomb had a very superb facing, overseeing the hills across the valley. Many years later, however, McRitchie reservoir was developed into a water catchments area, and the valley turned into a water reservoir as it is of today. Water filled up the valley, to the level of the tomb, flooding even the lower part of it. This is how the name water tomb came about.

How our informant knows so much about? She claimed that she was a relative to Tai but refused to elaborate more. The concealment led us to speculate that there was something dirty that the Tai family had done but we just cannot verify without any evidence.

Under much persistence, our informant finally admitted that Tai's family had done something to intervene into Fann's relationship with Lok, but not with any intent to have her killed. The informant told us another secret too, relating to the choice of location where Fann was buried.

Most people would think that Tai so loved Fann (although it was one way) that he had been so nice to build her a posh tomb. The truth was otherwise.

We were told that Lok was actually murdered in the same year after Fann died, and Fann's body was found to be pregnant by the doctors in hospital. People know that Lok was killed too in a riot but it was actually a plot arranged in purpose. Here is the most intriguing thing. Lok's body was buried in Bukit Brown cemetery (aka Kopi Hill cemetery). That was the idea by his dialect clan leader who in turn was controlled by Tai's family. And Fann's body was offered to be buried at the lookout point that happened to be on the opposite site of the hill.

In other words, Fann and Lok were buried between and separate by a hill, back-to-back. So they never face each other. All these were arranged by Tai! You can see how jealousy turned into hatred, and into revenge.

Since then, Fann's grave was nicked as water tomb. Even more frightening, people believe that is very haunted. Sightings of a female apparition emerging from water are common at night. Some call it Shui Gui (water ghost).

Our informant continued telling. Nowadays the decedents of Tai's family realized what their grandfather had done is tremendously wrong. They feel guilty about it, especially after they heard that the Shui Gui which is believed to be Fann's spirit was haunting the reservoir. They used to invite monks to perform rituals trying to appease the soul but that doesn't help. Till now, Tai's family has been funding a contractor to come and sweep the tomb regularly. Every year they will bring offerings by themselves to the tomb during festivals like Ching Ming and July Hungry Ghost Month.

This is a fair world, when planting a good deed, you will receive a good reward. Likewise a crime will invite mishap. God knows what they have done. Tai's family seems to be cursed. The grandfather and the father were both drown to death, though not in McRitchie reservoir. It wasn't long ago. The father at his late age had developed some mental problem. He was kept at home all the time. But for some unknown reason, one day he sneaked away alone, and found drown in a sewage drain mysteriously. It was classified as an unnatural death by the police, and was reported on news last year.

One last thing that the informant told us. If we want to know whether Fann's spirit is around, throw a coconut into the water. If it floats, that means no spirit. If it sinks, that shows Fann's spirit is around!

That is all our informant shared with us. She looked quite sad at the end of the interview. She kept murmuring to herself "Wrath, such is wrath, how I wish Fann's spirit will be in peace".


It was 20 past 12 when we reached the last carpark that was closest to the water tomb that we’re searching... Though the lighting was very bright, there were only two cars present, making this quite a good make out spot... I stuck close to the last car as I was trying to make a parallel parking and commented on how good this place is for making out... Then up comes a girl’s head from the adjacent car’s back seat!!! “Oops!” I gasped, more “Oops” coming from my passengers... I couldn’t help but noticed how pretty the girl is as she kept staring at us the entire time... Well, doing that certainly doesn’t help us get away from you!! As much as I want to get away quickly, I flustered and couldn’t do the parking properly... Had to move in and out several times to get away... Her head only disappeared when I’ve parked properly and switched off my headlights...

Now where’s the guy’s head?!? Hmm... (6cough9?)

After this heart thumping ordeal, we went on foot for our real objective of the night... The path is unlit, uneven, and wet... Clever me told everyone not to bring torches just so that it’ll be more exciting... I was fine, but Jack and Brandon had night blindness... The moonlight helps, but only when the tree cover allows it to... Brandon took out his lighter which has an LED light behind it... It’s pathetic, but it’s the best thing we had...

The path wasn’t eerie, it was quite wide and the only thing disturbing us were the webs that tried its best to hold us back... The thought of making it all the way in then having to find our way back when the light dies isn’t exactly a walk in the park (pun intended)... 20 minutes of trekking took its toll on our little torch... As its light starts to dim, fear starts to arise... It would be scarier finding our way out of this endless path in the dark than seeing some ghost, worse still if both happens together... We had no choice but turn around and made a quick march for the exit...

While on our way out, we checked the map (which we couldn’t when we’re going in because some couple was having a good time in front of it) and realized that we missed the trail that will bring us to the tomb even though we passed it twice while going in and coming out!!!

Oh well, we’ll have to do it again when we’re more prepared...


Next stop was Old Changi Hospital... It was 1am and there were groups of people waiting outside the entrance... “For what?” I thought, “too afraid to go in?”

Yes... I’m too afraid to go in as well...

There were 2 police patrol cars and a minibus parked at the hospital’s carpark, ghost hunting session for them as well? Several blaring motorcyclists thinking that they are so much braver than us cowards stopped right in front of the entrance of the hospital and quietly made a U-turn... We were waiting to see some entertainment in case someone did not see the police and go straight in... To our disappointment, none were as stupid as we thought...

The 10 odd policemen left the premise at around 2am, quite a big group for ghost hunting eh?

After several minutes of pep talk, I managed to coax Jack into going in himself... Haha... What a simple-minded person... I didn’t expect him to stay there for long and true enough, he came back out after 5 minutes...

He said it was too dark and he couldn’t see anything... He then asked for the torch and wanted to go in again... The place is quite dilapidated and letting him explore the entire building alone was too dangerous (previously he had no light so I knew he couldn’t go far), thus I decided to go in together...

I’ve walked through those corridors for so many times it doesn’t scare me anymore... I believe fear is contagious, and my confidence seems to make them braver as well... Somehow I must learn to instill fear in them...

Saturday, 10 May 2008

消失

The more you want me to disappear, the more I stick out...


If only I had completed what I had left undone, I will be a very happy guy right now... Every aspect of my life is perfect (as in perfectly fine, but I can always use a million dollars or two...), except for that thing that haunts me...

Well, 5 more days... Its do or die... Either way, it'll end within this 5 days... Results doesn't matter to me anymore, I just want to end it...

Tuesday, 25 March 2008

我的錢?!?

Show me the money...


Today is the first time in my life that I see the reply on the ATM: "Withdrawal amount exceeds balance"... WTF!?!

Citibank's electronic transfer really takes their own sweet time... There was once it took a week to transfer the money!! I couldn't get it from POSB, neither Citibank... Sianzz... Can't even use the money that I have...

It has been very long since my last post – 3 months... My computer was down for the previous 2 months, so I couldn't really blog.. Well, it's not really a good excuse as I'm typing this on Word in my office... Haha...

A lot has happened ever since my last post 3 months back; things that are interesting to me only so not juicy enough to broadcast here... Then again, anything that's worth hiding is juicy stuff... Heh heh...

Erm... I think I need to get back to work...

Wednesday, 26 December 2007

錯誤

Mistakes...


I didn’t realize I have the same title for 2 entries until someone commented on both of them... I knew the title sounded some what familiar, but didn’t try to verify it...

Oh well, this week is quite a sad week actually... I’ve been taken off the internet in my office; no more surfing and MSN...


Well, have to start on some serious work now...

Monday, 10 December 2007

復活

Resurrected...


I wanted a holiday and I got a good long one... Had repeated this story to the doctors many times so let me just repeat this one last time...

On the very first hours of 21st of November, I was suddenly down with fever... Went to the doctor at around 9am and he gave me 2 days MC... “Wah, shiok...” I thought... These 2 days was anything but “shiok”... The only thing I could do was sleep; I couldn’t even get off the bed for long... I’ve only eaten a few spoonfuls of plain porridge and that was just so that I could take my medicine...

Felt comparatively “very much” better on Friday and decided to go to work... I didn’t wear my vest because I expected myself to feel very cold, so I wore my sweater instead... Good thing I did that, as I was freezing in the office... Couldn’t take it anymore and decided to take half day leave... My Project Manager cancelled my leave and made me go to the doctor...

Went to the doctor and he suspected that it might be dengue, so he drew my blood and sent me home... Not without MC until Tuesday that is... “Wah, shiok...” I thought again... Got a call from the clinic in the evening and the only instruction was to pick up my report and go to A&E immediately... Sianzz...

My mind went blank after receiving that call and couldn’t think of anything while waiting for my brother to drive me to the clinic... I asked the receptionist what was the problem and she said, “Your report is bad, so you need to go to the hospital.” Felt very demoralized and confused while on the way to the hospital... Having reached the hospital, the doctor told me I had made a wasted trip; there was neither need for me to take another blood test nor the need to be hospitalized as I was dengue negative and my platelet count, 86, was above the danger level of 80... I was both angry and relieved, cursing the clinic while on my way home...

Went to the polyclinic to take another blood test on Saturday and found that my condition has improved... My GP had requested that I call him after I got my results and he said that I am on my recovery phase, all I need to do now is to rest and go for another blood test on Tuesday for a confirmation... The next 2 days was spent sleeping again, but I managed to get out of my bed for slightly longer than before...

On Tuesday, 27th November, the last day of my MC, I went back to the doctor for what I thought was my final checkup (that’s what the doctor expected as well)... The doctor just drew my blood and sent me home; my fever was gone but the sore throat was very bad...

In the evening, I got a call from the clinic again, this time I was told to get the report from the branch at my condominium... I went down and the receptionist passed me the report as well as the phone... Over the phone, the doctor told me my platelet count was dangerously low and would definitely need to be hospitalized... “Again...” I thought, but this time I knew it was really serious... A normal person’s platelet count is around 150-400, while mine was 65, way below normal and the danger level...

Went to the A&E again prepared to be admitted... Spent 2 nights in the hospital doing nothing... The doctors only came to ask questions and draw my blood... My blood was drawn everyday and was tested dengue positive... On Thursday, 29th November, my platelet count was 111 and I was discharged... I was given 10 days hospitalization leave, all the way to Friday, 7th December... “Wah, shiok...” as again, but this time it was really great...

Since I had fully recovered, the 10 days were really enjoyable... I was already going out on Saturday, 2 days after being discharged... Went out again on Sunday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday... Haha... Feels great to be strolling around on the streets during office hours... Went for another blood test on Friday for another “confirmation”... The previous bad experience made me a bit worried even though it is quite impossible that my platelet count is still low... Got a call from the clinic on Saturday morning and was told my platelet count was 400+...

It will be very difficult to get such holidays again; kinds of make the first week of suffering worth it... Someone always get upset when I say this, “You could had died you know?” That’s what they’ll always say...

So all this explains why I haven’t updated this blog for so long, other than the fact that I’m lazy... Until next time then...

Monday, 19 November 2007

復原

When life reverts to normal, is it really normal?


Life may be boring in the office, but it definitely beats living in the outdoors... Air-conditioning, no mosquitoes, comfortable chair, internet, etc... How can the wild beat these?

I had hoped that the wild would reset my artistic abilities, but the camp as a whole had only made me more vulgar... Now I’ll have to make some effort to reset my language...

Well, there are some good stuff about the In-Camp Training though, (no, its not losing weight... I’ve gained weight in fact... -_-") and that is saving money... Not only is the food free, I even have someone to ferry me to and from camp everyday... I’ve basically spent very little money these 2 weeks, and that helped me saved a considerable amount of money...

Went shopping yesterday and spent $55 for a black vest; didn’t really feel the pinch cause of all the money saved... The only thing I’m unhappy about is that there aren’t any better designs... The one that I found and like wasn’t quite fitting, thus I decided to settle on the one that fits nicely... Why would I buy something that I like second best then? Because if I don’t buy it now, I probably can’t even find something I vaguely like in the future... Do you know how difficult it is to find guys’ stuff? Much less vests which aren’t very popular in Singapore... The vests available are more like the waiter kind of style, but I don’t feel like serving anyone...

The skin for my phone is finally ready!!! It sure took long enough... Will be getting it done this weekend and I seriously hope I don’t get to witness those horror stories you read about in the internet first-hand...

Right... Will try to show off the phone and the vest in the next post...

Wednesday, 31 October 2007

熊の物語

Bear with me for this story...


One day a bear was chasing a rabbit through the forest when they tripped over a genie's lamp. The genie comes out and says, "Hold it, hold it, hold it. If you two would just quit chasing each other for three minutes I'll give you both three wishes." So they say okay that sounds fair.

The genie says, "Okay who'll go first?" The bear pushes the rabbit out of the way and says, "I'll go first", so the genie says okay.

The bear goes, "I wish all the bears in the forest except for me were girls." The genie snaps his fingers and says, "Done."

The rabbit says "I wish I had a crash helmet." The bear goes, "Well that's a dumb wish." But the rabbit says, "That's my wish." The genie snaps his fingers and says, "Done."

The bear says, "I wish every bear in the world except me were girls." The genie goes, "That's a big wish, it'll count as two wishes." The bear goes, "O-okay, I'll do it."

The rabbit has two wishes left so the rabbit says, "I wish for a motor scooter." Then he gets on the scooter puts on his crash helmet and as he's driving away he yells, "I wish the bear was gay!"



Everyone I've asked likes the bear more (not the gay one of course), so why didn't it win?!? Those judges were probably too old to understand the beauty of cute stuff... That bear is the first and only thing I've drawn with my tablet alone... I would usually draw everything on paper and scan it in, but this piece uses no paper at all (except the one that it was printed on)... And I was so proud of myself for my environmental-friendly design...

OK, fine... If I really pick on it, I'll say the background sucks... What's with the disgusting combination of colors? Blue and brown? Well, they are complimentary colors, but couldn't it be in a nicer shade? With the bear being brown, the background shouldn't have any hints of brown at all... Haha... Getting a bit high from flaming myself here...

Great, so what's been happening lately? Went KTV on Sunday and it was great!! Didn't go for band practice in the morning and just stayed at home to laze around and do some vocal warm ups... Was in very good condition that day; finally got to sing 《背叛》 in the KTV... Though I went flat a couple of times, the good part is I sang at original key!! Not that I wanted to though, I just forgot to minus key and only realised it a few songs later...

Next week would be my In-Camp Training; its supposed to be a holiday from my mundane work life... It is, except the part where I’m supposed to go Tekong... Sianzz... Oh well, guess it’s good to be close to nature every once in a while... Gives time to think about stuff and change perspectives on certain things... It also helps reset my brain's and eyes’ artistic ability... Let’s hope there isn’t any more of those designing disasters after this...

Monday, 15 October 2007

復活

Alive and Kicking...


Its been a month since the last entry... Well, sorry to disappoint but I'm still alive... Things have gotten monotonous lately, there hasn’t been much changes from yesterday to today; from last week to this... There are 2 things worth mentioning though...

First up is the "Workplace Safety and Health Poster Design Competition" held by my company... I submitted 4 entries and only won the 3rd price... All entries were submitted under different names thinking that they wouldn’t allow the same person to win multiple times... Of course, my best work was submitted under my name... However, I had not expected that my best work didn’t win a shit!?! Guess which the winning piece is then...

Tiger
Two Tigers

Stitches
Teddy Stitches

Next would be my bags, they have finally arrived, photographed, priced and posted on eBay. Weida came to my house in the early afternoon of a Saturday and we started taking photographs of the bags... It wasn’t until 9 in the evening that we finally finished taking the pictures... From a time when the sun is damn bright to a time where there isn’t enough ambient light, you’ll notice the differences in the photos... Took another 2 weeks to edit the photos, take the bags’ measurements and finally posting them... Never expected it to be that time consuming and tiring... So here is the link again, thanks for the support...

Monday, 17 September 2007

好想說聲謝謝你(這夜心情(國語版))

I just want to say, Thank you...


作詞:小美 作曲:陳國華

有緣和你相遇 有緣和你認識
快樂地不知道時間飛逝
你像我的知己 了解我的心事
從一開始就是我守護天使
# 我好想說聲謝謝你 用我身體的言語
愛在掌聲中交纏 感覺好甜蜜
* 沉醉在動人絃樂裏 和你心靈相繫 如此窩心的支持
能叫我有力量去繼續

人生難得知己 人生難得相遇
我開心地差一點胡言亂語
你像個魔術師 觸動我的心露
我真的好感激你 無法言語
# 我好想說聲謝謝你 用我身體的言語
愛在掌聲中交纏 感覺好甜蜜
* 沉醉在動人絃樂裏 和你心靈相繫 如此窩心的支持
能叫我有力量去繼續

我的心莫名的透露 回味掌聲的旋律
整夜在空中飛揚 像一雙金曲
人世總有聚散悲喜 這才教人珍惜
縱然今天要分離 我的歌 你的心 在一起

Friday, 31 August 2007

終於

Yes, I'm still alive...


Lots of stuff to update since my last entry... Will not go into details, just the pictures with some little comments in chronological order...


High Element Challenges

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Exciting from the bottom; much more from the top...

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Can that thing support his weight?

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Climbing to the top...

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Making a jump for it...


Mind Café

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Relaxing after a tough day...

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All these loot from a day's hard work...

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Best dinner...

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Can you guess what expression this is?


Day 2 - Amazing Race

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We're gonna win this... Let's do it!!!

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Oh my... Where is this place?

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Sorting out red beans and green beans...

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Solving puzzles...

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Still at it?!?

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The end point - finally can rest...

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2nd...

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My team...

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3rd...

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Well... I helped them win... ;)


New Guitar

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My new guitar in my favourite color - WHITE!!!


Marriot Hotel Performance

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Adjusting my costume...

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Looking good yar?

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The band...

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Girls...

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Ladies... Mmmm...

Sunday, 29 July 2007

一起走過的日子

Its not the time spent together that brings us closer; its the distance covered together...


Last Friday and Saturday was my department's Team Building... It was the most fun organised event that I've ever went to... Well, probably cause the budget is so much higher than those previous events... After some introduction, ice breakers, stress management lectures and lunch, we finally went on to the highlight of the day, the high element challenges...

Due to the rain, we couldn't start as early as we wanted to; so more boring games were played... Then finally we couldn't stand to wait anymore and went on in spite of the rain... My team's first station was some simple obstacles, walking across logs, etc., racing against other teams for the shortest time possible... This kinds of warms us up for the following challenges...

Our leader was out from this point on as he was busy making calls, and I'm not gonna let that spoil my fun... We discussed amongst ourselves and decided on our next challenge... This next challenge were two ropes suspended one and a half storeys high in the air - one rope is for you to traverse on, and the other is for you to hold on to... Seems easy, from the ground at least... Before this, I've always thought that I was afraid of heights; seeing the challenge in front of me, I didn't want to chicken out in front of the people that I'm gonna work with for a long time... Of course, that doesn't mean I have to be the first to conquer it as well... I stepped back and allowed others to take on it first... The first person who succeed showed quite an amount of fear when up there... Then I coaxed the fittest looking guy in our team to go next, saying that he would be the fastest in our team to conquer it... This way, I would be ok for me to perform worse than him... Heh heh... Well, I guess that guy is really afraid of heights, he really hesitated a lot when he was on the ropes... Rather than saying he was the fastest, he might well be the slowest in our team... Seeing his performance gave me confidence, shouldn't be too difficult to do better than him... Climbing the pole, traversing the rope, and descending took around 1 minute; not enough time for me to even think about the fear... But my legs were trembling when I got down though...

The next challenge is the most difficult of all - 1 solitary pole, 4 storeys high, with a bar at the top that requires you to jump a short distance to grab on to... The task? Climb the pole and grab the bar... The simplest but the most challenging task...

Pole
The Leap of Confidence

With only 20cm diameter at the top of a solitary pole without any support, there's already not enough space to stand on and the shaking pole doesn't help either... The scoring for this challenge is 10 points for an attempt to jump, and another 10 points for grabbing the bar... As only the first 2 person's attempt would be taken into account, I didn't want to be responsible for dragging the team down... Then again, I was afraid the others can't really complete the task after seeing their performance in the previous challenge... Oh well, its team building after all, gotta trust them right? The first person took a very long time to ascend the pole and even longer to stand on it... He did managed to grab the bar though; the second person succeeded as well and managed to do one chin up... Then, the empires told us that we do not have enough time for another person to go up!!! What the hell?!? I'll cry if I didn't managed to do this one!!! All the others I don't care, this is the ultimate test of my own fear... After pleading and promising that I'll be fast, he finally agreed to let me go... I managed to climb up effortlessly in less than 30 seconds, doing it fast was all I could think of... until I reached the top... Seeing the small little space I'm supposed to stand on, I can't seem to think of a way to do it... My brain wasn't really working and all I could do was to keep trying different ways... First my right leg, then right knee, then left knee, then both, then ... ... Finally, I decided to do the most unstable way of all, to try with my left foot which was lower than my right... Doing so would raise my center of gravity the most, thus making it the most difficult to balance way... I managed to stand up and make the jump; being the one that forced the previous person to do the chin up, I had to do one myself (I could had done more, but let's not be TOO cocky yar?)...

After these challenges, I realised that my fear of heights was not the height itself, its the insecurity that I fear... I knew I wouldn't die even if I fall, and that gave me the courage necessary to conquer all those challenges... At least that's my mental state; up there where everything else was shaking, I couldn't really tell how much my legs were trembling until I touched ground...

After this was to check in to our wonderful hotel... It is a very nice hotel, very clean, comfortable and all... Except my name wasn't on the list... -_-" Had to wait until everyone else got their rooms then they managed to find one for me...

After shower was dinner and more games at The Mind Cafe... The game was so-so, but the food was great!!! At the end of it, our scores were tallied which would determine the starting line up for the Amazing Race the next day... There were 9 teams and our team was in the 5th place with 4100 points... The first team had 7000+ points which was seemingly impossible to catch up to...

After dinner and games, we were free for the night... Since we couldn't think of anything fun to do, we decided to stay in our rooms and share ghost stories... My ghost stories would have been scary if not for someone who kept interrupting; it turned out more hilarious than scary... But the highlight of the night wasn't my ghost stories at all, it was my colleague's performance of "The Zz monster is coming"...

Will upload the videos and pictures as soon as I get them... Day 2 shall be continued on another post...

Friday, 20 July 2007

有愛就有恨

Love or hate?!?


Can I say I'm beginning to love my job? I have nothing much to do everyday; need only to keep typing documents... And when I'm bored, I go crap around with my colleagues... I have no stress and am well paid, isn't life perfect?

Just like today - I couldn't get hold of the documents I'm supposed to type so I spent the entire day crapping with my colleague... I nearly died laughing cause I couldn't breathe while laughing too hard... Had to leave the room twice in order to save myself...

So... Is this kind of life good or bad? I'm sure it wouldn't do me any good for my future; but it sure is shiok now...

Ever since I've started work, I haven't have a single weekend where I have no plans... I'll always have something to do in the weekends and won't have the time to laze around at home... There are several things that I wish to do, like the background for this page that I've designed and haven't put up...

On a side note, my bags would most probably be coming next week!!! Can't wait to see them; my colleague is just as excited... Haha...

Saturday, 7 July 2007

週末

End of the week...


There's not much going on today.
I'm really bored, it's getting late.
What happened to my Saturday?
Monday's coming, the day I hate.

The first week of work isn't as bad as I thought it would be... Maybe its because I still haven't much things to do yet... The only thing that I feel I've lost is the time, the freedom... Its already so late after work; leaving only Saturdays and Sundays to do anything...

The good thing about working is that I'm doing something I like, at least for now... As long as they don't ask me to code, I'm gonna be loving this job...

Monday, 2 July 2007

第一天

Today is the first day of the rest of your life - celebrate now!


Whoever said the first day is the most nerve wrecking obviously have not tried working in ST Electronics before... Guess what I had to do for today? NOTHING!!! Damn... I've never thought that doing nothing can be so difficult... How is it possible for one to keep awake while doing nothing?!?

To occupy myself, I tried to create a new background for this blog... Finally managed to come up with a nice concept after a few drafts and rubbish; but all these only took an hour!!! This is the only time where I'ld wish I hadn't drawn something I'm satisfied with on the first few tries... Haizz... The rest of the day was torturous...

Anyway, the secret thing that I was talking about last entry is actually a business venture with my friend to sell ladies' apparel; starting with bags first... We're unable to get our hands on the catalogs so we'll just have to trust our on-site procurement agent - my sis... I hope to get the shipment in before the end of the month, so until then, don't buy any bags first can?

Tuesday, 26 June 2007

假末

Last Holidays...


This week will be the last of my holidays... After this, I can no longer lead the carefree days that I have now... Sad as it may be, this major milestone in my life opens up more opportunities for me... There are stuff that one can only achieve when they are working... And I'm not talking about things you can buy with the money earned... yet...

Hopes and dreams...
Being able to earn a living by drawing and doing stuff I like is one of the few things I hope to achieve in life and this dream seems to be realising itself as my first job...

Things that one can buy with the money they earn...
With the financial freedom, I can afford things that are out of my reach in the past... First up would be a car; I hope to get my dream car by the end of next year...

Having a job that you like is good, but one must think of the monetary returns as well... With my current job, it might be difficult to achieve my goal of getting the car... That is why I have engaged in a joint venture with my friend... Plans are more or less concrete, the company registered, and the gears are already rolling... This is one thing that I'm really looking forward to these days... Gets me excited every time I think about it... I'll probably have news by next week and the fun part will begin...

So what exactly is it that we are doing? Well, let me keep it a secret until next week when I have everything in my hands... But this I definitely need the support of all the friends out there... So don't worry, I'll surely make frequent announcements when business starts; it'll be so frequent that you might hate me after that...

Friday, 15 June 2007

雙擊

Double trouble...


My eldest sister just gave birth last night, now they'll be 2 babies in my family... Most probably, they will be staying at my place since my mum can take care of them... I just hope that they don't cry in unison... Maybe they can harmonise their crying; that will be interesting...

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My niece, Chloe...

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She knows how to smile for the camera already...

Not much harmonising seen in this afternoon's Esprimere performance... Our club consist of mostly soloists, good soloists in fact... Harmonising is not something we can do except for a select few who have that kind of knowledge... Oh well, soloists tend to earn more than groups...

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Our best performance ever... See it here...

Monday, 11 June 2007

無聊

The secret of being boring is to say everything...


I wonder if its because of the huge contrast between the last few weeks and now that made my life seem damn boring... The second last week of May was the most hectic period... I had 3 papers back to back; Wednesday, Thursday, Friday... With the previous paper on Thursday, I only have Friday, Monday and Tuesday to study, not counting the weekends because I'll never get anything in during those days... That was an ultimate test of my time management... After those 3 papers, it felt as like the end of my exams even though I have one last one the following Tuesday...

After the examinations was the preparations for the performance at Esplanade... First performance was on the first Monday of June (04/06/2007) and we had a performance at a home the day before that... The performance at the home was a full dress rehearsal for us since we're be playing the exact same pieces... We thought it was gonna be a easy job but had utterly underestimated the kids... It was the worst performance ever... Most of the effort needed was to fend off the kids from our instruments rather than playing them... So much for an easy job...

The first night's performance at Esplanade was good, we totally rocked the house... Though the performers' feelings weren't the greatest then... Everyone was damn irritated by the Band Director... Erggh... Am still irritated by the thought of it...

Everyone was feeling good at the second night, but the atmosphere was just not there... We couldn't heat up the crowd because we had to restrain ourselves while playing that night... There were other performances at the neighboring theaters and we were not allowed to give it our all... What's a percussion band without the bang? Boring... Luckily, only our last piece was compromised as it was the only emotionally-driven piece... But I still wished we could had ended in a more... explosive way...

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The next night was our boy's night out to MOS... Salimin's birthday was coming soon and he had not went clubbing before, so there we were... I shall not go into details considering the different groups of friends that read this... All I can say is, "It was fun... very fun..."

After so many events, I was bored to tears the following day... And it was only the first week of June!!! I wonder how can I survive through the rest of the days before I start work... Always wanted holidays and am bored to death when I have it...

Things are only good when you can't have it...

Saturday, 26 May 2007

手

The future is in my hands...


I just signed my contract with Singapore Technologies Electronics yesterday, will be working full time there starting on 2nd July...

Yesterday was Efin's surprise birthday as well... He was told that there'll be an engagement party at the chalet, so he went there unsuspectingly... Thinking of only eating some stuff and disappearing, he got a shock of his life when everyone jumped on him... The party was boring, but the food was nice though...

Met up with Weida, Ben and surprisingly, Fuyao after that... Talked a bit about our current status and went home very soon because Ben had some "unforeseen circumstances"...

I'll be having a performance tomorrow at "The Arts House"... I know I've said I wanted to quit the band for a million times already, but those were out of frustration... Now, because of a new development, I've lost all interest in staying with the band... Furthermore, I'll be starting work soon and I'll have my little venture which I'll announce soon... Unless something else can keep my interest there, I'll probably quit by next month after the performance at Esplanade (things would be difficult for everyone if I left before the performance)...

That's all for now; last paper this Tuesday and I'm a free man after that... Without the band, my hands would definitely thank me for it... but I guess I ain't treating them any nicer by learning to play the guitar...

Thursday, 10 May 2007

黑暗

Darker than black...


Yesterday night I made a very important decision: to delay my project until next year... I couldn't finish it in time... Maybe I could if I rush it, but what good would it do? The rushed work would most probably fail, then I'll still have to delay my graduation for another year... However, I will ruin any chance of getting my First Class Honours...

Wednesday, 2 May 2007

第一章

The first paper signifies the end of your schooling days...


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Today was my first paper; quite ok I guess... Don't have much confidence in scoring well for it... Next event on my calendar is the deadline for the project... There's still quite a lot of to take care of...

The next interesting event is the Creative Arts Programme at the end of this month... It's a Seminar held once a year for for Secondary 2-3 and JC 1 kids and we'll be there to teach them percussion for their closing ceremony... Last year's workshop was fun; it was the first time I got to teach music and the first time I had to write musical notations... This brings back memories... Haizz... I was younger then... =Þ


Percussion performance at Closing Ceremony

Sometimes its amazing how accurate such tests are, at least most of them are... I'm not talking about those irritating and illogical tests that people think up of in 5 minutes...



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